I hate mother nature

If I met mother nature herself, in a dark alley…I would stab her in the eye with a fork…and that’s just to start with.

She is torturing me.

Tomorrow is my due date… and I have less then a week before school starts back.  I have no choice but to go back because of money reasons. It’s either that or get a job, neither would afford me recovery time or bonding time.  So I rather give up on those concepts in regards to this child.

However, you may ask… how has mother nature been torturing me? Well I had false labor all day on Dec. 24, and then for half the day on Dec. 25, and then ALL day yesterday.  At this point I truly think that I will be back in school for at least a week or so before this damn baby decides it is done.  This is very frustrating and I really wish it would just get done and over with.  I have already faced the fact that I won’t have time to be “mommy”… more like I will just be the dairy cow and that seems to be about it.  However, at least Chris will be home for a time with it.  I guess that’s something at least.  Just still frustrating.

Anyhow that’s what is going on.