LadyAlissiya’s Blog

I am really excited because chris and I are heading out to Colorado to go snowboarding.  It’s something that I have never done, so I hope it’ll be alot of fun.  It’s that one shining spot in life right now.  School is just kinda blah.  I am taking acting I which is pretty fun, and then a drawing class that is less so.  I have also been just hoping that Chris gets a new job for both our sakes, but I am admittedly pessimistic if he will or not.  I am also waiting for an full time position to open up here at work.  I work about 40 hours every week and don’t have any of the perks of a full time position (such as leave time and the pay that goes with it.)  I am also just getting worn down. The only draw back to the possible job is that it’s a night shift job and the fact that school will then become harder to go to since it will be during my sleeping time.  School may go on hold, or very part time (like a class a semester or something).  Things with Chris are good.  We have been making more efforts to spend time together.  It’s still hard though.  I really want to be at home more often…and the house is really dirty because I don’t have extended time at home.  It’s really bad, but I generally need alot of “me” time before I feel motivated and refreshed to do more then just relax.  I know Chris has also been really busy which sucks for him.  There is really alot I want to do at home…but it just doesn’t fit in my schedule.  Needless to say, Chris and I really need this break from everything.  I admit that this semester I just feel bogged down and in general depressed…so some time off should do some good I think.  I will try to post some pictures or something once we get back from snowboarding!  Hopefully I don’t break anything lol…